Moonlit Aurora

When everyone for awhile was like man yea it would be so cool if you could get through all this and be the way you were before again… Like really? Out of anything y’all really wish for that? 😂 I sit and think does no one…no one? Remember what that was like? That is the last thing this world needs unleashed upon it right now.  We don’t even need to send troops in to kidnap foreign heads of power you’d really just have to send me and me alone I’d get the job done 5 minutes tops without being detected 😂 me, them, no one wants to play with her again absolutely not right now not like this ..could you imagine?  All the grief, loss, ppd, emotions, pain, anger, mental health anything mixed with THAT … Might as well bring Jesus back down for judgment day because that’s what would happen.  It would be game over, everyones fucked, if no one’s said it yet I absolutely would, everyone would be in danger because I’d be burning the world down like Calypso fucking up the seas in pirates of the Caribbean when she was hurt and I’m pain 😂💀 I joke…but im dead ass serious and that’s why it’s comical….but all the trauma and the longer I’m in this situation she’s already like 70% of the way loaded as of this moment and has been loading for a bit slowly coming back to myself so that bar is already trying to re connect 😂 this is literally what it’s like too….. They really do not fuck around when everyone old philosophers dating back decades and decades, psychologist, etc when every single one of them has or have said something about empaths …true empaths…infjs when they eventually break, they snap it’s probably one of the most dangerous humans when it happens that will ever exist.  And when almost any psychologist, any book, any research, self help, philosopher has almost all put out pieces on empaths …. Let’s all trust the science to be true.  Again personality types are a very real thing and are very accurate or they wouldn’t have whole books, whole research, whole therapy practices literally dedicated to only specific ones and a few select traits out of hundreds of traits each type could have INFJ, empaths and the obvious negative trait  of one of the other personality types we don’t need to list those 3 things are the MOST talked about, most researched and have the most material covering them. Trust it…at no point has anything listed from my main traits been even close to wrong not the jobs I’ve ended up working that were in areas literally listed as a best fit, not people around me, not how my mental health and feelings work none of it has ever strayed from exactly what my type says it would be.  That’s why I push for anyone who still can’t figure their shit out or who’s only problem is they can’t ever get out of their own mental struggles or help etc. To get tested, study the fuck out of your personality because as an empath an infj I already know anyone I talk with enough we can literally diagnose you with whatever your issue is…and we can personality type you accurately faster than you actually getting tested can….I know exactly what type and combination and which traits everyone around me is without a doubt like there’s 0% chance I’m wrong about even the individual traits of their personality type because I already know.  And trust me being mine is the most studied type of people … We do not need your girl hitting 100% of that loading bar to teach this level right now …. Might as well hope an astroid hits earth before that happens.  Because…………maybe only peppridge farm remembers but the amount of people I took down multiple levels back to the level they belong at and without doing literally shit but speaking, not tolerating bs or disrespect actually took entire lives down off their throne (only ones where trust me it was valid and horrible shit was happening not just anyone random) like I’m always thinking um hi? Does no one …. remember that? Of all things like that’s what people wish back? 😂 I might as well be a genie and “your wish sirs and mams is my command”  I think really everyone who knew me forgot ….. Who literally ran the world back then …it was me. Like one wrong look, one tiny little thing that I saw through and could sense or read or didn’t like or even to others people did…like Medusa id turn your ass to stone faster than you could save it 😂💀💀💀💀💀💀 Theres a reason I got the job I had a reason I had the people around I had, a reason everyone’s last move on earth would be to lie to me because they all knew they might as well go into witness protection because their name was basically toast, a reason I was basically the best in my job or company, the reason I had the things I had was because I was that person and no one was going to even try to fuck with me or move weird around me.  Trust me she’s mostly back and has been for quite some time I just haven’t actually announced that that’s already been there but even I do not want her reaching 100% I’m kind scared of her in the situations I’ve been dealing with too….please noooooooooooooo.  People forget ….because either they forgot or they didn’t actually realize the truth that I was ONLY that way only that version of my empath because I was surpressing and trying to mask my heart and other emotions for so long and that is the way I did it I got cold I got mean I felt nothing….I forced myself to become basically a robot…if someone had died in front of me before the past few years I literally wouldn’t have even flinched I would have walked over their body and went about my day not even bothering to blink…and I’ve said that to people before the exact way like I wasn’t that way because that was me I was that way because of pain and hurt and having to ignore everything my heart felt….we don’t want her to come back…..she was cold as fuck.